I felt shocked when I was told you had left us.
I feel sorry that I didn’t have a chance to say “Goodbye”
I knew you had it, the cancer.
But I knew you had battled it before and won.
Others closer to you, knew it was terminal.
But I did not. Or did I not want too?
My heart felt sympathy goes out to all those who loved you,
your husband, children, friends and work colleagues.
You enriched our lives with your humour and your motherly care.
I feel guilty for having such a good weekend on the one you left.
I have to remind myself that your gone and not coming back.
It still doesn’t feel real.
Goodbye M, Safe Journey.